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iSam
Posts : 98 Join date : 2009-06-12
| Subject: SamAreBack ;] Sat Jul 11, 2009 2:11 pm | |
| Rawr? <3
You guys are dumb-fucks. I didn't quit. I went on vacation for 2 weeks.
o__o
Anyway, I am quitting. Trying to quit at least. I've been blaming my social life problems on Maplestory. I realized that it's not Maplestory, it's me. That's why I'm quitting. If I can fully quit, that will up my confidence by a shit-load. I used to think that I was on Maplestory and blowing off hanging out in RL. It's the opposite. I was on Maplestory and blowing off nothing. I have absolutely nothing to do if I don't play Maplestory. That's where the problem is. I need to find something to do with the 8+ hours a day that will now be empty.
I'll tell you the truth about me. I have glasses, I'm short, I'm skinny, I'm not muscular, I have braces, my teeth aren't exactly pearly white, and I have very low confidence. You probably think I'm a nerd, right? Well, sorta. I sit with the popular kids, they're all my friends. I can be myself around them, etc. But, I get nervous and I might even add scared when I'm around people I don't know. There are these 2 girls in my grade that I would like to know, but I can't even bring up the confidence to talk to them. I'm a paranoid small nerd looking guy.
So what's my plan? I'll eat more. I'd like to not be so skinny to the point where you can see my ribs when I'm not inhaling. I want to not be so skinny that girls can pick me up easily. I want to brush my teeth 3-5 times a day, so they become white. I want to get contacts, so I don't look as bad as I do with glasses. I want to come back to school next year looking like a new person. How the fuck am I supposed to do that when I can't even quit a video game? That's why I have to quit. I have to become confident enough to do anything I set my mind to. I don't know how to become confident. It's all in the mind. But Maplestory is a good ass start. And I'm not talking about just Maplestory. I'll probably give up the entire computer. I only use it for IM. Oh, but wait. I don't get on IM because I'm on Maplestory. I forgot. I need to step it the fuck up.
I'll be on every now and then.
GG and hopefully some of you will decide that life isn't about fighting snails all day. | |
| | | iRyahn
Posts : 194 Join date : 2009-06-12 Age : 28 Location : Canada/Ontario
| Subject: Re: SamAreBack ;] Sat Jul 11, 2009 3:05 pm | |
| Everyone told me you quit, I was FMLing for weeks, I didn`t even train..er barely Anyhu we are wiping if you didn`t notice.. please play and listen to what I have to say.. idk if its important to you or not: I hope you realize that you can play Maplestory and STILL maintain a healthy nice life. Maplestory is definetly not the blame for your appearence because I play Maplestory and I had glasses, got contacts, my teeth are fine, and i`m not skinny nor fat, infact i`m about 5`8/5'9 and I weigh 129pounds, i`d say thats about right. I jog around town as much as I can and even though I live 40minutes away from all my friends I try to keep in touch and hang out with them as much as possible, if I lived in their town i`m sure you wouldn`t ever see much of me. I also have a low-confident to the point where its sickining, FFS you should see me public speaking.. I seriously shake like a madman, I aspire to be a singer one day and I know that I can`t be as nervous and low-confident as I am, but theres always time to improve and I am, daily. Maplestory isn`t the problem with people, or you, it is what you tell to yourself. If you say ok today i`m going to the gym for 2hours, then i`ll go to Tommys house(lul), then i`ll play Maplestory for a bit its probably going to work, all you need is to break into that cycle. I know alot of us are use to the wake up - bath/hygiene - Maplestory - sleep routine and if you make a new routine its just as easy to get stuck into. I really hope you don`t quit because i`ll miss you alot Sammeh. Dx Maybe when you look brand new I can finally see a picture of you. ;D and in exchange i`ll make a video of me singing, even though i`d be uber nervous, and I know i`m not all-that-good. and thank you for the lesson, life ISN`T about fighting snails all day.. it`s about fighting skeles and zakum all day ;] | |
| | | OMGiTzTommeh
Posts : 164 Join date : 2009-06-12 Age : 113 Location : Toronto/Ontario/Canada
| Subject: Re: SamAreBack ;] Sat Jul 11, 2009 3:14 pm | |
| OH? EM GEEEEEEEE SAM IS BAX <33333 | |
| | | waffles
Posts : 38 Join date : 2009-06-14
| Subject: Re: SamAreBack ;] Sat Jul 11, 2009 3:21 pm | |
| Its called moderation and time management Sam. Sometimes you may go overboard with things such as maplestory and neglect other things like hygiene and such. Quitting for a bit and finding a balance point should help a lot. Then you can come back when you feel you are able to manage your time. | |
| | | iSam
Posts : 98 Join date : 2009-06-12
| Subject: Re: SamAreBack ;] Sat Jul 11, 2009 6:23 pm | |
| I'll be on Maple every now and then like I said, but I'm reducing my playing time. | |
| | | iRyahn
Posts : 194 Join date : 2009-06-12 Age : 28 Location : Canada/Ontario
| Subject: Re: SamAreBack ;] Sat Jul 11, 2009 11:28 pm | |
| - OMGiTzTommeh wrote:
- OH? EM GEEEEEEEE SAM IS BAX <33333
As long as your bax. <33 then we are happy. | |
| | | OMGiTzTommeh
Posts : 164 Join date : 2009-06-12 Age : 113 Location : Toronto/Ontario/Canada
| Subject: Re: SamAreBack ;] Sun Jul 12, 2009 9:55 am | |
| YES! Ryan was dying without you sam D: | |
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